i'm selfish
once something is gone,
even if buying a new one back, is of no use
it's just different,
even if bringing it back, but someone else used it
it's just different, to me...it's not the same
i treasure my stuffs, yes, i'm selfish... i don't like sharing

'哭过就好了'
this is not true... crying doesn't help solve the problem
perhaps... it helps to release some of the anger/ sadness
crying makes one feel tired
after crying, problem will still be there,
should just accept, but reality is hard to accept