test are coming along...

now, midnight 1 plus...
been rushing proj...
it's kinda rush, within 2 weeks finish a proj,
with test coming along...
Running Out of Time!
would be a v.v.v busy week for me next week ...
gosh!
had a gd meal... last night ;)
steak at jack's place.. yums...
feelin hungry now:(
got to catch some sleep...
at least shopping tomorrow... sounds bad right
so busy still shop
but. honestly, if i continue like this.. i'm going to braek down
cant take it anymore
well, perhaps, i'm not the only one feeling so
thing's getting much... time's nt enough
hahaXD
but still end with a gd note :)
life's better tomorrow :) whoa... hahaxD
dun think i'll post for the next whole week, perhaps :)
miss me hahaXD

taking.. milo ice cream now :)
haha, today's weather quite hot...
tomorrow is a public holiday
tot i would stay home to rest
but... gt proj
i dun understand why it's so near test date,
and new proj are given...
date line are near too..
like within 2 weeks...

had a nice chat with han and Jl
were, chatting, pouring our 'troubles'
were chatting, it feels good...
to have a heart-heart talk :)
simple and nice
life would be great so, but... hahaXD

life's like a rollercoaster :)
seems rather exciting but.. hahaXD definitely not those low points
anyway
hmm
mood today's mood still great :) at least till now
dunno wad happens next sec
hahahahahahahahahahaha
everyone must have missed the HIGH , yakky me?
did collage today had an A :)
hmm... more abt collage, if u do not know,
it's those small flowersand leaves, pinned on clothes,
normally, on those wedding couples, and their familes
yah... haha XD
supposely to have a presentation todya,
but... wasn't the 1st few, so pushed back to next week
gt a new proj, which is due before common test
schdule is tight! and i'm still slcking off~
better pick up myself ya ...

thx to those for care for me :)
sending ur deepest regards to me :)
i saw est's post dedicated to me
that's so sweet of u, est
maybe i would say in a lifetime,
there's many up and down
i agree with you, in life there's many challenges and obstacle
through these, i would be Grow
yes! , you will see my growth one day :)
though still have a child at heart
i feel really touched to see your post

when's times right, i'll be back to that cheerful me again
i promise , though... dunno when's that time
been really busy, kinda feelin lost,
maybe.. gt... bundles of work to be done,
gonna catch some breather , there'll be great :)

~loves & regards to those who care and concern for me ~

mon tmr...
sch...

finally, met up with hei family :)
loves :)



i'm losing myself.
i do not know what i really want.
i'm just finding fault at every single thing i do.
i really don't know what has happen.
Everything's not in order.

i'm not in a good mood.
dun irritate me...

dinner today was ex
$7...
presentation was screwed up i think
not as good as the previous one
honestly, i dunno why but when i recall my presentation
i feel that
i stand there, quickly talk, finish wad i'm going to say
other then that... i think i like feel 'numb'
dun realli rmb the feeling up thr ...

happy birthday to yiyi sheryl :)

did a kenzan design
using daisy ..
nicenice.. my fren dunw an bring back.. i took them back :)
diff colours ... hahaxD
tomorrow... gt 2 presentation ...

nothing really 'special ' to blog about...
i'm feelin exhausted& tired
sch frm 9-3, then proj 3-5
feelin realli sianz...
that's just too much things going on for me this week
everything's just piling up!
buesed home.. and the bus is So COLD!!!
soobbss no jacket... cos bring lapoat...
shivering.. goosepimples...
it's realli cold , think its because it's raining too ...
tomorrow... lesson till 12/1 ? then gt sch de red camp thingy, gt t help out -.-
how i wish i can just come home

changed phone finally :)
thanks to my cousin , he bought me a handphone pouch :)
so good of him hahaXD
had piano lesson... i just feeling STRESS!!!
the last piece is so difficult to play !
oh gosh !

time really pass...
going into week5 of this sem
will be having a busy week
mon-proj meeting after sch
tues- sch stuffs after sch
wed- alot homework to passup, 2 presentations !
thurs- lesson full day
fri- lessons full day too ..
hmm.. wondering when will hei meetup?!
hahXD i look forward in meeting them :)
been long since the last time met them misses :)

HappyBirthday to JL :)

In life, we should just open 1eye, close 1 eye
the more you dwell on it, the worse it becomes
even if you become sad, others may not know
even if they know, you think they give a damn about it?
NO... the ans is No, they wont give a damn about ur feelings
people now,
how many care for feeling of others ?!
how many think before they speak?!
not much? i wont say there isn't... there is... a small no. of them
some are not always, of course at certain circumstances,
people will think first or care for others, that's good enough
dun ask for more, at least better than those...
at all times, do not care... at all times do think before speaking
just whether in your life are you that lucky to meet some people like this
people now... are self-centred
if you do not fight for yourself, treat yourself well
dun expect others to fight for you, treat you well
:)

this came upon me... even stronger after watching a show

ohya...
it was full house at seoul gard.
so.. of cos.. la.. will have gt the smoke bbq smell on us
but.. it was full house...never had such experience before...
quite heavy smell.
then.. when we.. went out we start to smell..
then went to a shop...
those sales person. quickly walk to their staff room..
covering their nose... saying smelly...
-.-
then... another shop .. oso like this ...
we quickly went toilet.. thinking ofways to lessen the smell
2 of classmates wash their hair.. cos hair v. long... wash their ends of hair
:)

had a really fun day out with classmates :)
suppose to go marina sq de seoul garden...
but the whole place was booked till 2.30 so changed to bugis
kinda crowded.. but luckily hahXD classmates book seats
foodssss... increasing weight ...
hahXD but realli fun
we even helped a girl sing b'dae song...
we sang her a chi version on our own accord :)
with class.. they are so high.. always doing such daring stuffs
like.. shouting across.. talking about.. girl stuffs
without afraid of.. guys around... haha
when we asked the waiter to change e plate
he changed and he use his bare hands to take e bowl in the middle !!!
arrghhh !!! hot!!! ppl at our table were just SHOCKED
thinking.. omg... it's so hot and he dare to touch it.. hold it..
then.. we were thinking wondering ... then
one classmate start to touch.. and say
it's actually okie
phew.. haha tot he so brave.. or maybe his job.. but to touch tt bowl
then we went kids arcade :)
we stayed at the kids the
funfun :) laugh until throat pain
then went arcade... played basketball
hahXD ... i seldom play that... and it seems fun :)
it's realli fun... but... my hands were just numb...
tired... gonna have muscle ache ... hahaXD
then about to go back... met some guys from choir
i atfrist saw someone.. tt looks like papabear olivier
but dunno isit him.. cos his head facing down
the walk closer... saw the rest...
steven, engkiat,charlton,and zhaokiat, and 2/3 nvss de
then bused home with 1 classmate :)
ziana, which happends to be steven's pri sch fren
and happens to be supposely same sec1 class as me
and now same classmate

backed...
went to surprise JL wif a cake hahXD
credits Jess.. for buying cake and brining home all e way from bukittimah :)
credits Han for bringing a lighter and prez and wrapping e prez (nice wrapping) :)
me... accom jess to see cake ytd ... and singing e loudest(they singabit) happyb'dae
cos... she suddenly walk out from lift.. din expect so fast...
so must sing loudloud to surprise her
hahaXD
she was surprised...hope she's touched :)
went to takeaway longjohn... adn went to voiddeck... kindalol
cos... wan to take lotsa pics .. so go.. void deck
cake.. 4 ppl ... eating.. a 6 inch cake
FULL
cake was full of CHOColate
luckily.. it's dark choc.. nt tt sweet.. han find it a lil sweet though
jess... ate realli fast... hahaXD she din take lunch
we all have a common tee :)
a sotong tee... thx to JL hahaXD
she's nicknamed sotong... blur... she's e blur queen
we.. accom her wear... but we nt sotong.. nt blur :P
took pics wif jess e phone :)
gt timer... finally... we gt 4 ppl tgt de pic
then walk all e way till e.. north spring pri thr... to take bus
while waiting for bus.. took pics again :)
dunno when will meet em again
wanna K leh

tmr.. no sch... having classouting.. to marina.. for seoul garden
alot of stuufs on hand.. due soon...
gtg clear it...

having a lecture at 3pm today :)
but will be going school early for project, due next week
times pass kinda fast?
or is it that the due date is near?
i think it's the due date that is near :P
welll...
today after school will be meeting Han Jess JL
hahaXD
got to rush over... i'm ending at 5pm today
quite late...
supposely meet tmr but.. someone... ^.^ hehsXD

lesoson today is like for onli 1 hr...1-2
should have.. skip it.. he nv take attendance oso
then slack in class till 2-4...
then met jl ate at subs
jl shopped quite soem stuffs :)
i cant see anything tt's realli nice
haha
my phone is officially spoiled
gt to choose sth... no choice... nvm
think positive :)
cos e one i wan is so damn ex
i should work... to have money
too many things need money le

out wif JL after sch :)
shopping
with nt much money... hahah

lesson today is 1-4
landscape.... drawing... design...
how am i going to survive through with this faulty phone?!
when i have no liking for other phones.. except one.. V. EXPENSIVE
oh gosh...
there's alot of things to buy
i really need to have a job

keys of my phone spoilt...
sms may have wrong words.. cos cant backspace
cant call...
suckish... y is it so ?!
:( can change phone le
but... no phone i wan... :(
satio is 600 ++ and i dun wan it oso...
seems fatter than i tot so din wan ... :(
troubled...
any recomendation ???

v. tired ytd... went to sleep before ... listen to radio :) S.H.E
nothing's going right for me
phone button gt prob... com gt prob.. laptop oso gt :(
wad's wrong
ytd nite.. feeling reali reali realli sad...
abt 4 am
i suddenly woke up...
cos i tot i forget to set alarm clock...
scared i oversleep for school
then.. realised .. is sat... no sch ...

had soil sci prac today dig soil.... kinda fun :)
sch has 3 leaf clover... was like searching if there's any 4 leaf clover
then went hg mall meet jl... well.. i reached first...
went to library ... search some books
went pasta mania :) long timenv eat le hahaXD

JL's going for her food :)
my XD
soda peach.. our drink... oh.. and stil gt potato wedges

tired... boring thr... we bus back tgt ... gt someone accom ... gd

bus was realli cold... to school...
bus was v.v.v. cold... back from school...
eventough i'm wearing my jacket still cold ...
freezing...
laptop seems to have some problems recently...:(
sad
today lesson was...
i feel sorry for not listening to lecturer...
so sorry :(
weather today is nice to
cuddle up in bed with comfy pillows bolster & a warm blanket

today's presentation was.. okie...
hahaXD passed... but duno the marks yet...
lots of things have yet to be settled though
everyweek i will have presentation...
sianzx... haha
tomorrow would be a long day for me ...
9-5 with a 1 hr break ...

had a sumptous dinner with relatives :)
v. full... feelin umcomfortable ...
abt 8 dishes... bah
another week of sch starting ...